okay so i'm seriously done with conforming, i want to be able to be myself and not have people judge me. I want to be a unique peron but i feel like my parents have out me in this box of what they want their daughter to look like and im so done with staying in it. Blonde hair as white as can be and red lipstick is what i want to be. I'm going to start by ordering the Doc Martens i have wanted for as logn as i can remember. Blonde hair is next and then the rest will fall in to line. My mom can just get used to the fact that i am an artistic person and im tired of being the same as everyone else. I love punk rock styles and i think its about time is atrted to be more how i want and less how my mother wants. If she doesn't like it then she can just get used to it. Another thing is my weight. I am so done being some frumpy teenager. I'm gonna go to the gym and stop eating in general. I can eat when i'm skinny and i most defenatly am not there yet. Time to let me out of the box...don't ya think ;)
