Heart Break

whats done is done

Today marks the day that writing about number 3 will end. I must say i did see this one coming but i just wish it could have lasted a little longer. Guess trying to find out the truth can come back to bite you in the ass sometimes. The problem all started back when i went on Vacation with my family (+1 exchange student who is our temporary 3rd sister for the time being )I left town for awhile and when i got back people were telling me he had been flirting with his ex girlfriend. I wasn't sure i believed it so i went right to him and asked. He flat out denied it and told me that nothing had happened. I believed him completely and went back on with my life. One of my best friends came to me and told me that he was lying to me and that he actually had been talking to his ex. Me, being so confused as to who to believe, went to his ex and asked if he had been talking to her. Guess news got back to him that i messaged his ex and so he decided to break up with me for not trusting him...God life sucks sometimes. Worst part is 10 minutes after the Facebook status were changed he deleted me as a friend and changed his profile picture back to "said picture with the two gorgeous models". Man boys sure can be assholes sometimes.Just shows me how much he actually cared about me. I guess i'm just not as important and special to him as i thought. Just goes to show that you should be careful with how badly you really want the truth, because sometimes the truth about a person can surprise you hugely and it wont be for the better. One thing is for the better though and that would be me now being "single and ready to mingle"...i hope :/ ....whatever this whole discombobulation just made me realize that i deserve to be treated better and can do a hell of a lot better than some contemptuous asshole like him..oh well heart break isn't actually as  hard as i thought...just makes me feel like i have a huge weight lifted off my chest...maybe my heart was holding something it wasn't ready for and ending this is giving it a break...that's why they call it heart "break". Haha i'm so cheesy :D