Angst.Rage .Boys

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Having a boyfriend can kinda be amazing sometimes especially when he's an absolute sweetheart.My boyfriend,  is a absolute sweetheart at times, but other times he just makes me want to pull my hair out. I don't know what it is about boys that make girls so crazy but sometimes they just get annoying. Maybe i'm with the wrong guy i honestly don't know what it is but sometimes i think to myself "What is it about this self centered asshole that i even like " I mean maybe he's got an amazing smile that makes my heart melt and maybe he says some of the sweetest things to me but his attitude.. don't even get me started on that. I'm sorry but i'm tired of hearing what you think of other people , sorry that girls fat and i'm sorry you think that guys a fag but honestly i could care less about the people around us when we are together. Why do some guys insist on people watching when they are with their girlfriends... do they think their opinionated biased views impress us...CUZ IT SURE AS HELL DOES NOT IMPRESS ME!!!  When I'm with my boyfriend i want him  to make me laugh and joke around , not care what the people around us think, but when your the one giving the opinion i can see how that would be hard to do. I don't really know what to do with my situation. i'm scared that talking to him might make things more complicated. but i'm hearing and seeing things about him that i don't like very much and i'm worried if things keep going this direction i might not be able to be with him anymore.... does that make me a bad person??